| So, I rolled on Saturday. It was good but bad. I didn't like it at all. I went home early and slept and rolled in my sleep. It was somewhat insane. I'm not taking two anymore, unless my body gets used to it. Because I didn't like it. I kept shaking and it was pretty much miserable. Oh yeah, I also kept throwing up water. LAME.
Justin and I are over. I don't want to talk about it.
I'm buying a bong. I just need to find a good one. Anyone know any good site too look?
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| Kyle and his new girlfriend most definitely fucked around on my fucking bed. How disrespectful is that? Well, I think it is. Very fucking disrespectful. That's my fucking bed. I don't take my boyfriends to his house and fuck around in his bed. They both have no respect. Sucks for her, because her first impression sucked. But don't worry, I flipped the fuck out on the both of them. Let me find out that they try anything else on my bed. Some heads will fucking role.
Anyways, yesterday, I went and visited my daddy in the hospital. He is doing really good. I'm planning to move in with him when he gets out to Denton. I think it be good for me to move out and try to get somewhat independent, because I'm sure I will be taking care of my dad. So, it be like I'm by myself, but not really? Haha. Basically, he's like another teenager, so it's not like I'm actually moving in with a parent. Ha.
Going to be going to this thing called summerfest today. Hopefully, I'll be rollin'. Haha. My friends and I are planning in getting some e today. Hopefully, the plan works out. :) It's going to be so fucking fun. Heh.
GOAL WEIGHT - 160.
CURRENT WEIGHT - 179.
I hope I can do it. :)
Bye lovlies. <3
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| Rollin' with your friends are fun. (Sometimes.) :)
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| Life has it's ups and downs. I'm just living and having fun. I have an amazing boyfriend. Frankly, it's Justin again. I think I honestly do care and love him. I'm always thinking about him. Always talking to him. He's just great. Screw you if you don't like me being with him. I don't care that there is distance between us. Soon, there won't be. He's coming to MD this month to see me. I'm super excited. Really am. I can't wait to run and jump on him! Heh. He's so cute. <3 I'm really happy with him. He makes me really happy.
I'm on a liquid fast with Leah, Kyle, and Cody. Probably will break it soon, because we're going to Dover. Haha. I've been losing weight. I've been happy with the way I'm looking now. I love how I'm losing weight. Makes me feel amazing! :)
Love you all.
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| Yesterday :
-Went grocery shopping
-Cashier and bagger made Leah and I feel like a fat ass
-Got a hella lot of food (Had two carts full. WOW!)
-Called my mom for like the first time in maybe a month or two
-My dad got his third surgery yesterday (I'm so worried about him)
-Had a break down
-Justin and I were arguing all day
-Andrew text me
-Had a headache that seemed like it lasted forever
To top it all off, I binged last night because I was so upset. GRRREATTT!
Over all - Horrible day.
This weekend I'll be gone until Sunday. Going to see David. I'm so desperate to get out of my fucking house for awhile.
Been sober for a couple days. I was hating it, but now I'm okay with it. I do love feeling actually alive for once. Haha. I can speak clearly and look pretty! Heh
Today :
I don't know what I am getting into today. Probably cleaning up the garage. Haha. Other than that, I have no plans.
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